People have already been really great today. I’ve gotten a lot of phone calls, text messages, e-cards, instant messages, and the like. I know there are a lot of people out there that care, and that’s really great. There’s a party for me tonight, and the folks at work are taking me to Five Guys on Thursday.
But all I feel is depressed, and I can’t shake it. Sure, I put on a happy face when I need to, and everybody is fooled, but here I am, wondering why this is what it’s come to in my life.